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hello blogger!

back to jotting down my ramblings. i've been in england for ... close to 7 months? 

the weather's lovely, apart from the winter wind and daylight saving back in december

this is evelina. she's from russia and my flat mate as well. i think we got along well from the start because of our personalities. either way, she pisses the hell out of me most of the time but she's been there for me during the lowest point of my 7 months.

 

andrej, daniel, daniel

andrej's from vienna/russia, double daniels are from finland and burma

they are the boys, along with victor (who's probably dancing his ass off) 

andrej's a cocky bastard, albeit a nice one though he pisses off evelina half the time. daniel's

dating evelina, and he stays in my flat most of the time. he's kind and polite, and he loves her. 

burma's a good friend, bubbly and hilarious, we get along very well. 

 

that's hazza from dubai and roman from uzbekistan. hazza's a sweetheart who likes

to play fifa and has a fridge in his room. he's very in love with a girl back in his country, even 

though he likes to deny that. roman's stupid as hell but innocent and true, which is

what i like most about him. 

 

my niggas

haha, because of them my music playlist has evolved to a mixture

of drake, kanye and wiz khalifa. they are great to hang around.

Ferra's from Lagos and he's a poker addict. he's in my class 

and a little brother. i love clubbing with him and kevin and i'll

never forget the times we had in neon's upper floor with Sean Paul.

 

fristi's from indonesia and that's vicky, who's lovely, narmin from azerbaijan

fristi's been my rock. she's annoying and weird, which everyone agrees. 

she can be really sweet too and we basically talk about everything

cause she's really open minded being a third culture kid. 

vicky the Brazilian, and we all love him. he's the guy who

brings everyone together, being extremely easy to talk with. 

Narmin's quiet and stunning, with a kind of elegance no one can actually

really channel. 

 

dina and dana from Kazakhstan, anastasia from russia and go nee from Korea

dina and go nee are my flat mates, and they're dating magnus and daniel

they're easy to get along, and i'm glad they all found someone they 

love to be with. Dana's silly and always getting drunk first at parties, losing 

his keys and cards. he's well-natured and i love him for that.

nastya's sooo sweet, very polite and doesn't drink. despite that

she joins us most of the time when we head out, and makes an effort

to talk to everyone. 

 

robert my romanian. i remember having a crush on him in the earlier

days because he's such a dear. he has a girlfriend back in his own country

and he skypes her everyday. he's a softie despite his height, and blurts

out the most random things 

 

ahmed, from Egypt. everyone thought we were together at first

which is hilarious because we were never more than good friends.

ive always speculated he has ADHD and till today i still do.

he's crazy with unlimited energy, and such a dear to me, but only when

i get mad at him. which is most of the time. 

i'm so glad he found someone he loves and settled down to change for

the better. although i do miss the old him barging into my room

at unruly timings. 

 

iznur! she's gorgeous, and vicky's pretty much in love with her, as anyone

would. she's funny and lovely, being able to talk to anyone easily

and adaptable to the scene. 

 

jad from Morocco. i love him to bits for being so easy going and

spontaneous, always calling me up first for a night out. he's always

getting drunk like dana, and i remember the first night i met him, he

was drunk.   

 

toghrul and farhad, along with zaur who isn't in this picture.

they're the original triplets from Azerbaijan, and that is the accomodation

in our college. gorgeous isn't it! 

toghrul had a little crush on me at the start, but nothing happened. i'll 

always remember his deep batman voice. farhad's my classmate, young and

playful, he's been messing up and i hope he gets back on track.   

 

goshka from russia, a fun and loving guy, and i really hope he gets

 together with narms. he's a pleasure to be around and very sweet.

and lastly, shah. 

i've been in love with him for the past 7 months. 

he's a mess, doesn't come to class and honestly, cares about nothing.

i love him and his smile, and i love that he cares about me when he cares 

about nothing else. it gets really hard to give up on him because

i see him everyday, and i know we both know we are more 

than friends. which makes hanging out with him so diffcult, because

i feel so much. 

he knows me, and how i act and think, so the line between being friends or

lovers is a fine one. 

i understand and accept him, according to him, and honestly i don't know

how i do. i can't really control him sometimes, but i know at the end of the 

day he's there for me. 

"i love how you always stand beside me when we smoke, or how you always stay back just to walk with me. i love how you text me to ask what time i’m coming home when i leave town and say i miss you."

when he heads back to Pakistan, i think it'll be 

the last i'll ever see of him. I doubt we'll get into the same university, and 

i won't pick up my phone to call or text him and neither will he. 

                                     my heart really breaks when i think of leaving him.

 

so much has happened, with so many more people i can't possibly

mention all of them. the memories of strangers i've met are with me 

and i'm thankful for everything and everyone that's happened to me.