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it's quite shocking how small my appetite is now. not that I'm complaining since nothing tastes as good as how skinny feels (yes I am one of those girls).

but I still do enjoy my food. like my steaks. heh.

on another note. Vanny just texted me saying she got her offer from NTU for chem and bio science. so so happy for her :•) makes me less worried about my shit grades....I am getting so complacent ugh. rly hope the parents let me head over to Warwick.

heading out to meet Bethany tomorrow. since there's no work cause my boss is on leave. miss my Canada bb :"(

going to church is becoming more difficult because of people who try to shove religion down your throat with no logical reasoning or answers to my questions.
France just became the 14th country to pass marriage equality. to say no to this just cause of our conservative roots is fucking stupid because these "roots" ultimately stemmed to abolishing slavery and achieving gender equality. It's sad how homosexuality brings about so much negativity and yet little change is being carried out.
while I do wonder and question about my religion, I know that there is an upper being and I will always believe in Him.
I think the argument that people cover their mistakes by saying it's 'God's Will' is rather lame. I understand how this came about with morons from the Westboro Baptist Church and pastors like Kong Hee. but it's really over generalizing?
What's annoying are people who CONSTANTLY slam Christianity and go all 666 on me. fuck even if you're an atheist it's still a religion where YOU CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

it's like I'm in sitting on the middle of a see-saw. ok bye got to go wash the plates!